It’s a little after 7:00 pm right now, and I just finished helping or should I say, doing, the hooking up of the dvd player in my brother’s room, he has been after me ever since I got home to stop what I was doing and fix it for him, but, there was no hurry!
It’s been a really busy day for me today, and I am tired, but more than that, I am tired of feeling the way I do. Right now I am in the mode of wantingn to pretend that everything is fine with me, and that I am doing good. Maybe if I pretend like that, it will come true. My brother is in his room right now watching the dvd that I made of Mom’s life. I will probabaly need to go fix some dinner soon.
I think I will just go back to pouring my time and energy into my second job and work as much as I can, then I won’t have the time to miss the little things in life that everyone else takes for granted.
I’m really at a point right now that I would like to skip dinner and just go crawl into bed and lay there and hug my pillow.
I don’t really feel like writing anymore tonight, so am going to close and go to my room with my dogs. countrygirl29
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